Just Small Hiccups - Pieniä ilmakuoppia vain
My father once told me that my world is like a black and white image, but I guess my heart has found it´s own colours.
I began my Just Small Hiccups story after I moved back to my childhood home with my own family. I photographed the feelings that arose in the house full of memories, with it´s garden and the nearby forest. This photographic story is a poem, made from a deeply personal point of view, however portraying the universal feelings to understand life. With the pictures and texts it addresses growing up, how we see ourselves and each other in a family.

“Just Small Hiccups” is a visual poem that weaves its story around a young woman’s awakening through absorbing the world around her. Each image unfolds itself into the other creating a stillness that beckons you into her domain as an observing guest. “I Know a Place that isn’t” holds onto a dream that has no end, rotating through the fingers of an innocence that listens before it sees. Grey tones bathe in a mother’s love that blooms by the start of her own ascending.
Yes, it’s true you can’t get lost if you don’t know where you are going. Anni Hanén’s “Just small Hiccups” is such a journey where you hope it never ends. It reminds us all of life’s vulnerabilities and the strength it takes to embrace them. Her small son becomes the quiet narrator who introduces the past within the present. He is “Under No Ones Thumb” “Sometimes Loving, Sometimes Hating,” no promises or valentines on this boy’s path. This book is shrouded in a cool quietness that carries its memories “Through Me in You.” It’s more than just a story between a mother and her son. It’s an awakening between two souls whose roles are
ever changing.
Everything we know is inside us. This book reminds me of a sharing moment I had with my father. It was a warm balmy summer night in downtown LA. The streets where thronged with a lazy flow of people surrounded by a canopy of noise from a city on the move. He asked me “Son, can you hear the crickets chirping?” I in turn looked up to him puzzled by the question of how one could hear anything in this mass of motion. Without much fan fare, he pulled a quarter from his pocket and flipped it into the air, letting it land on the sidewalk we were walking. Immediately, three people looked down to the sound of the coin hitting the pavement. He calmly smiled and said “Well, son, that depends upon what you are listening for.”
— Timothy Persons
Home
smoke rises from the chimney
beckoning to warmth and safety
from cellar to attic
house full of hideouts
the core of the house changes
the warmth of the bedroom
transformed into my chilly office
build by my grandfather
abandoning the war for memories
items and furniture
made by measure
cabinets chest boxes
locks are always open
explored only by permission
I forget reality
stories live in me
house with a garden
woods stand sentinel
where my mother walked
paths formed
where I walked
paths got stronger
there my child plays
paths remain
if my house is my shelter
the woods are my castle
I build a nest in the castle
imagination as a friend
infinite woods
constellations guiding
searching for wisdoms of life
an unuttered permission
to hide secrets
confirmation for the same happiness



YOU CAN FEAR THE WHITE

DAYLESS DAYS FOLLOWED BY NIGHTLESS NIGHTS



I CAN´T DO ANYTHING
I can’t do anything,
I don’t know anything
and I don’t know why
All is nonsense,
I’m just silly,
and I don’t know why

I BELIEVE IN GOD, BUT WHO BELIEVES IN ME?
